My Life's Journey

I am 36 yrs old and a morbidly obese woman! I am a step grandmother of 1 precious Lil girl! My life has been a yoyo the majority of it! I lost my mother at 13 and that played a major role with my weight gain. I got married at a very hound age to an abusive alcoholic, if I would try and lose weight he would say ur just trying to lose weight to find someone else. He would tell me I was ugly and no one would have me because I am FAT and UGLY! He told me that so many times I started believing him! I am now divorced and since remarried to a wonderful man! My current husband treats with respect and dignity, but helps to feed my addictions with food! He knows I love chocolate and he never fails to bring me home something! Then I feel bad if I don't eat it due to him thinking of me! I live a great life beyond my obesity, I have tried several times to lose weight on my own and I always seem to fail! Well today I am starting to turn a new leaf, I am going to fight this addiction and I am going to win!!!!!